COLE

The best experiences hit you like a storm. You have no time to make sense out of them. You go with the flow. You don’t expect. You just say yes. You do what you feel like. You forget everything else. The best experiences nourish your soul. You feel deeply. You don’t plan them. You balance trough them. Or at least you try to. You learn from them. The best experiences are often the ones you need to let go at some point. And this is hard and hurtful. The best experiences demand you to loosen your guards and to trust. Your fears will flow up from your deepest inner. And afterwards you have such an intensity inside of you, you can barely hold it. Transform it. Make something out of it. Feel it, as hard as it is. Having emotions and being able to feel such a depth is a gift. Take it. Use it. Play with it. Throw it on canvas, mold it into words, scream it out of your heart, move it trough your body. Don’t close up. Respect your deepness, let it live.

I felt alive
I felt alive, not thinking about yesterday, not thinking about tomorrow, being pinned at the present moment
I felt alive, dwelling into your skin, discovering your skin, asking myself wether it shows your soul
I felt alive, not knowing the outcome, regardless the outcome, not thinking about the outcome
I felt alive, feeling my deepness trough discovering yours
I felt alive, wanting to know what kind of person is in front of me, what kind of parts it’ll show about me
I felt alive, loving you, yet not knowing you, getting to know me, because of you
And the moment you left, I felt dead
Just a little
Knowing it’s just a moment in my infinity